Geddoe

We had some nice storms over the past few days. They put me at peace as much as a month of vacation did. True Lightning is assuaged as well, but it's been prickly lately. Ever since coming home and finding Luc here.

Kyle and Bernadette have married. It was nauseatingly sweet. I wish them all the happiness in the world, though. Funny, how things worked out...how Sigurd's decision has somehow brought about the best for all of us, all four. And he was worried. Hm.

Still, I feel restless. Unsettled. It isn't a desire to roam, but I can't put my finger on what it is. It might just be the Rune, trying to influence me. Thunder quiets me for only a little while, and then it's nagging at the back of my mind again. I don't understand it.

That, and I'm tired. There are rumblings about Harmonia, about runes, and such, but I'm just so tired of dealing with it. I want to live my life and not have to look over my shoulder all the time. But Sasarai let on that he knew - a month after I submitted my resignation - that I had left. Now he's here where he can keep an eye on me. None of it feels right.

I hope Sigurd doesn't mind if I sneak out and take a walk. The night air is refreshing, after the storms.